The Seasons: King Hiems by Kill-Your-Heroes, literature
Literature
The Seasons: King Hiems
Icicles hang from the mouth of the cave, shielding the maw with chilly knives the size of human arms. Snow gathers at the top of the entrance, threatening to cascade down at any moment. Winter has its grasp on the woods, and there is no sign of it ever letting go. The wind howls through dead branches, clinking them together like bones, dryly whispering in the sky. Other than that, silence dominates the forest, freezing it in time. From within the cave, movement is detected; the first, lazy movement of a creature's awakening. Slowly, he revealed himself.
His bare feet stepped gracefully out into his kingdom of ice and snow; the fluff b
A Many Things Once by Kill-Your-Heroes, literature
Literature
A Many Things Once
I was normal once.
Or at least, I think so.
I held onto my mask
and marched with the rest of them.
I made sure my clothes matched
my hair was tidy
But that was not me, so I walked on.
I was straight once.
Just kidding, I never was.
But I pretended to be
I tried to kiss a guy
and he to me
it was gross.
It was not me, so I walked on.
I was alive once.
I made sure to stay that way.
I guarded my flesh
and felt my heart.
I worked out everyday to be healthy
to 'live' as they say.
I liked carbs too much.
So that was not me, and I walked on.
I was human once.
I stayed humble. Read the good word.
I hated myself for loving who I love.
I watched my t
The Bitter Bite of the Onset of Winter by Kill-Your-Heroes, literature
Literature
The Bitter Bite of the Onset of Winter
I can sit down and remember how it tortured me.
Blood curdling, screams, dying
then falling
Having those moments of trying to hold yourself together
But you've already fallen apart
That moment when you're clawing your way back up
only to be knocked down again
Trying to find the pieces
When there aren't any left
Having the greedy kid steal your one piece of candy
Watching that last flower die in the winter
Screaming mutely into your pillow
Or screaming so loudly for someone, anyone to help
When only your own monsters are there to listen
Feeling so alone
So very, very alone
That the fake people are real to you
and you act surprised when they hu
Hey there, old friend
Brown crusted book
Silver toothed blade
Music with meaning
Lover with kisses
Pantry with food to spare
How are you today?
Did ya miss me?
I missed you.
Burning firewater
Pen and paper
Long running trail
Mocha sweetness
Green tables and poker chips
We all have our friends
Whom help with bad times
An escape, an outlet
A place to get away
Away from what?
The answer is very sad,
Troubling and gruesome
Its to escape from ourselves
and sometimes each other.
As the title says, it's a new year.
The year 2015, where were supposed to have flying cars, Nike sneakers that look like cement shoes, hoverboards, and dress in goddesses-awful attire.
And I know this journal could've. Scratch that. Should've been made two weeks ago, but I wasn't feeling the holidays.
Haven't really been feeling much of anything as of late.
I'm not feeling into depression or anything, I merely worded that wrong!
I just didn't feel like enjoying the holidays as I used to.
2015, the year where I have a job, am no longer in highschool, and have done fairly nil with my life so far.
But it IS a new year, so at least I can s
Fear the Shadow
Crisp the night before the dawn
Burn the dreams before they spawn
Avoid the gaze of what you fear
You must confront it in the mirror
Lest you lose what you hold dear
And within every person’s mind
There a shadow you shall find
Waiting and loyal...
Weighted with sorrow...
Weary of the path that which you take
Unknown of that which is your fate
And you of all should know...
That madness grows...
And you shall see that what remains
Is nothing at all remotely sane
In the end, you’ll try to mend...
The voided fear that dwells within your soul
You pull the thread from the spool
But deep inside, you are a fool
And you ar
Some time ago, I made a promise. A promise to myself, and the image that stood in the Nightmare's Mirror.
"I will not be like you...." I vowed, for in that mirror was a face, yet it did not reflect Me.
In that mirror stood a vile, wretched, heartless, soul-less, ABOMINATION so closed off from the world that it was blinded to anything and everything still decent within it....
What stood in the mirror, that day, was what I feared I would become one day....
I mean, I'm all for a good villain, but what stood there was just... Wrong....
Wrong, like the thing that sleeps under your bed, hides in your closet, and lurks in your head... It wa
Come. Take my hand. I will never let go. We will run together. Be together. Be our own persons. And eventually find peace in this fucked up world. Just hold on. I'm going to tell you now... We're going into a dark place. Some weird shit is gonna go down. But don't you let go. Don't be startled if I suddenly hug you close, and ask for a safe place to hide my eyes for a bit. You can always hide your eyes in my chest too. But we'll keep going. Deeper into the dark. I'll ask if you're afraid. Of course you'd shake your head no, and keep going. Even if it is a lie. Because you and I need to stick together. We're best friends. We'll keep walking. Even when our breath is seen in the air, the first hint of something pure and clean in the swallowing hole of black we walk through. And... If I should kiss you in the dark... Well. I do love you.
Favourite Visual Artist
Y'all are talented. But I give props to my girl friend. (You know who you are.)
Favourite Movies
Classic horror. New horror. Horror... and... Horror.
Favourite TV Shows
Courage the Cowardly Dog, Full Metal Alchemist, Angel Beats
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nine Inch Nails, Blood on the Dancefloor, The Hawk in Paris, Marilyn Manson, Panic! At the Disco... See a theme?
Favourite Books
Misery, Fear Nothing, Brother Odd
Favourite Writers
Stephen King, Dean Koontz
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts (all of them.) Final Fantasy (All) Ico... Risk, Clue, Chess
Here I am.
Passed broken I am
Dead. Gone for awhile and
Rotted. My spirit is damned
I dare you to tell me to go to
Hell because I've already been there.
People tell me now
You've changed so much,
How could you, you're so
Mean. But sweeties now I know we were never a
Team. So don't act like you don't know
How I ended up
Dead inside yet still
Alive outside. After all, all those
Pills should have done me in
But they didn't and now I know
Suicide is for suckers. The ones whom
Can't go on who are tired of this shit
I am tired and the only reason I go on
Is to spite you
And make your life as much hell as mine
Used to be. I'll
I will carry this out. I have the means to. I will carry on. I have the needs to. And although I might get vengeful, I do not means to.
I'm baaaaaack. *wicked-ass grin*